it rained on their parade
the red white & blue marched
tainted green with greed
i read Drum Taps
& Specimen Days by Whitman
dipping into the well of tenderness
the reality of war captured
& his love for Lincoln
the crying sky continues
the butterfly from Walt's finger
now lives in a cave
deep in Antler's beard
i read Ginsberg's poem
The Bricklayer's Lunch Hour
& think of my bricklayer father
buried in New Mexico
with his Purple Heart
& medals for bravery in combat
while in Havana in 1953
Allen wrote Viva Jalisco!
where i found love in Mexico
later in Paris he wrote
Death To Van Gogh's Ear
i'd never read either
37 years later
Vincent's age at suicide
i call my first chapbook
Van Gogh's Ear
because he died on my birthday
all these coincidences twist
into a semblance of futility
the Zapatistas continue to gnaw
on tortillas & seek independence
while Chiapas learns
the true meaning of NAFTA
the death rain falls from above
& i burn my honorable discharge
signed by Richard M. Nixon
& watch the flame
until it soothes my anger
for a brief moment